Bleak
(2004)

Evil eyes strain to see you pale upon breaking sunlight
Tears scrape my face, Shallow pools of disgrace
Some kinda life, shredding pulling devastating
Flashing images left and right, unconscious inner fight

Choking on fumes, this composted sanitized society
Murder is all see, reflections casting murder of me
This can't be all there is, Only thing that I need
Turn around, I can't remember.. I cannot reach
Grinding teeth into dust for you, for my anxiety
Please don't go now.. I swear.. I promise.. I'll die
Say goodnight, your prayers a soft goodbye.. sweet lullaby

Running in circles, Suicidal memories acting on insanity
Dark are the nightmares that seed my mind
No idea what to do, Pressure boiling inside
Pain seated to the left, Misery to my right
Tolerate what's here today, Cast down forgotten yesterdays

War inside myself
War across the world
What The Fuck is it all for?

Sorrow of my choice, Satan's advocate here in the flesh
Greed and inhumanity spread across innocent childlike minds
Searching forever lost, visible scars not healing through time

What's the answer? Show me the way
Flesh falling from my fingertips
Eyes sinking, Mind spiraling
Pray for me, God save me
Oh My God Make It Stop

Jer OC © 2006, Metalwood Inc.™ since 1988