All I Can Hear
(2002)
How can you say your sorry, when those words never leave your lips
The worst mistake I ever made was putting my trust in me
Keep turning your eyes away when we pass in life
My eyes follow you forever bleeding in your wake
Kindness and love slipped away through the cracks
Tears drip down my face, Each one a sorrows keepsake
Shades of yesterday blur in front of me
I alone take away all the shit I gave
Hopes to just feel your presence & hold you today
How many times must I die, before you feel satisfied
Why am I crying
Why am I trying
I'm trippin on my anxiety, Chest collapsing in on me
Sick of the same nightmare, Blood pounding is all I can hear
When was the last time you thought of what may be
In the eyes of a child, May the innocence never end
Every night & Everyday I think of you, as it fades to black
In my dreams standing there, judging everything you think you see
Pushing your hate through me, A state of our altered reality
I showed you my life and in turn received my darkest fear
Walled between my bloodlines, Locked away in spite
"I hate you"
"No respect for you"
....Is all I can hear
Jer OC © 2002, Metalwood Inc.™ since 1988