There are questions and answers
They plague you all through life
I don’t know the difference right now
Is that quiet right?
In my private place, which seems like hell
I cannot break through my chains
I hear everyone’s voices telling me to move on
To be strong, to be alive, but I cannot
They try and I appreciate their help
But they do not understand
Whats’ happening to me?
Do I understand? Most likely no one ever will
I am afraid and I am sad
I know my princess is in good hands
So I am not worried
I hope you will forgive me,
I have not been able to say it,
I think I have come to terms with it now
Looking from above, with angels and devils by my side
I have committed suicide.
Jer OC © 2002, Metalwood Inc.™ since 1988